Standing at a cross road, wondering what’s beyond each path leading to God’s know where?
When the bitterness, disappointment and frustration overwhelm to a point where the happiness get’s buried under… what will happen?
Hidden behind the smile I have on my face everyday is a ongoing war between the different feelings and thoughts that send me on a emotional coaster ride. Up and down, high and low, fast and furious.
It seems that I have more responsibilities on my shoulders than I know. Being the only child is… tough. Trying to keep up to expectation is… tough.
I’m lost. Totally lost.
And do you know what’s the most ironic thing? People started to appreciate my efforts out of the blue. Like seriously? Why now?
Conflicting emotions,
Essa
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